LOVE <3

What do you do when something that is of such life-or-death importance to you is absolutely forbidden by the person you love the most? What do you do when there is NO room for compromise, it either is or it isn't? What do you do when you feel like something that could potentially change the whole course of your life is taken away from you? There is no convincing to do. The minds of those involved have been made up. Someone will lose. One of us will be hurt and heartbroken. The other will hurt just as much because of the LOVE and UNITY between us. It feels like a stand off, but no one will ever give in. There is no WIN. The confusion. The pain. The anger. The sadness. The guilt. The emotion. The need. The desire. The justification. The selfishness and selflessness all at once. THE LOVE. It is so difficult to comprehend how something that should be simple is so complex and over thought. The pain is unbearable and hard to share with anyone, especially this beloved one. No more distance is necessary, no more of this constant ache can be endured. This longing is in vain. Of course, together WE WILL endure regardless of the outcome of any struggle. But will this ever stop hurting? Will this load ever be lightened?